I’m Feeling Depressed?

Hi my name is Rhyan and I’m 19years old…and I feel like my life sucks… I’m currently unemployed (no job)… I don’t have my driver’s licenses and I’m living with my mom & younger brother… I was living on my own for a while but my landlord started to charge me way more money then I could afford... I had to move out… my social life has slowly faded away as I got older which lead me to become very depressed… I use to have a few guy friends in elementary school and my early high school years but they have moved on obviously. I have never in my life made friends with a female… I have never had a girlfriend… I have never even had a full conversation with a girl… I don’t even know how to approach a female and ask a question or engage in a friendly conversation… it’s really hard for me. I tend to freeze up & sound really stupid. (I know it’s pathetic) I’m supposed to go to collage in September of this year & I pray that I would make some friends there like I did in my previous schools. Now I just spend most of my time in my room waiting for September… there’s only three things in this world that make me happy… three things that keeps me from thinking suicidal thoughts… videogames, music, and reading about other peoples problems on this website (yahoo answers)… it reminds me that other people in this world has bigger problem, smaller problems or even similar problems like me… not that anyone will read this or reply… this is my first yahoo letter, question….whatever…. it felt really good to type out my problem anyway…